本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛I am a married lady with a lot of marriage problem. I left home to a new job after a big fight one year ago.
Recentaly i met a guy in the chat room. Because we have similar job, i wanted to disscuss some job issues with him. I gave him my email address. The second time we chat on the messanger. He wanted to call me he said he is not good at chatting in English. After some thinking, i gave him my phone number. We talked a lot about our careers and felt good about each other. He then asked for my picture for a couple of times. I finally gave up and sent him my picture. It was a regular picture.
Few minutes after he saw my picture, he said he wants to meet me. It was a boring long weekend for me. So said ok. So we drove to meet each other in the middle (we are very far away) without discussing the details about what to do after we meet. I thought about visiting a national park near by. But he had completely different ideas. He persistanly asked for sex and brought condom with him. May be i was kind of hungry for sex too due to the seperation with my hubby. Anyway we had sex all day in the hotel.
After came back, i felt bad about it and may be trapped into something like one night stand. So, i wished he dissapear forever and i just forget the whole thing.
But the odd thing is that he kept on calling me and we talked about our family, life, job, ... It was always a pleast talk with him. I started to miss him and think about him during the day. Then i would call him on weekends.
From his talkings, i know he does not want a permanent relation with me or anybody else. He is fine with his single life. He has extremely busy schedule and does not have much time for woman ( he works on nights, weekends). He does not want my husband to know what happened.
But I am afraid that i might fall in love with him. He is on my mind everyday.I can not wait to hear his call on weekends.
What should i do now? My life is a mess. On one hand i like him very much, on the other hand, i know there is no happy ending with him.
Please give me your comments at anytime. I will read new comments in the next couple of days.更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net
Recentaly i met a guy in the chat room. Because we have similar job, i wanted to disscuss some job issues with him. I gave him my email address. The second time we chat on the messanger. He wanted to call me he said he is not good at chatting in English. After some thinking, i gave him my phone number. We talked a lot about our careers and felt good about each other. He then asked for my picture for a couple of times. I finally gave up and sent him my picture. It was a regular picture.
Few minutes after he saw my picture, he said he wants to meet me. It was a boring long weekend for me. So said ok. So we drove to meet each other in the middle (we are very far away) without discussing the details about what to do after we meet. I thought about visiting a national park near by. But he had completely different ideas. He persistanly asked for sex and brought condom with him. May be i was kind of hungry for sex too due to the seperation with my hubby. Anyway we had sex all day in the hotel.
After came back, i felt bad about it and may be trapped into something like one night stand. So, i wished he dissapear forever and i just forget the whole thing.
But the odd thing is that he kept on calling me and we talked about our family, life, job, ... It was always a pleast talk with him. I started to miss him and think about him during the day. Then i would call him on weekends.
From his talkings, i know he does not want a permanent relation with me or anybody else. He is fine with his single life. He has extremely busy schedule and does not have much time for woman ( he works on nights, weekends). He does not want my husband to know what happened.
But I am afraid that i might fall in love with him. He is on my mind everyday.I can not wait to hear his call on weekends.
What should i do now? My life is a mess. On one hand i like him very much, on the other hand, i know there is no happy ending with him.
Please give me your comments at anytime. I will read new comments in the next couple of days.更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net